keeping me healthy

Well every 3 months I am going to have a CT scan and blood work. Sounds like I should hate it, but I look forward to it. They can just keep telling me that everything is looking good. Most people hate medical tests..... now me I say bring them on. They just give me confidence that I am not sick.

The last one said that I had 2 very tiny tiny spots , one in each lung. My Oncologist Dr said that they were in my last CT scan also. This is a good thing because they did not just appear for the first time in this new Ct scan. She said it looked like they had possible gotten bigger. It could also have been the angel of the camera. They look like small scars and people have them all the time. We are just going to keep a eye on mine. My Radiation Dr called last night and he said he agreed with the first Doctor. I feel like I have a great team watching out for me. The radiation Doctor asked me if he could call me every few months. That he knew that the other Doctor was doing the follow up along with my surgeon still doing follow up and my plastic surgery. I really do have a team of people asking me questions and for me to ask questions to. I certainly feel like I have medical advocates on my side. God bless them

Dan was on the phone last night with Dr Gordon. He thanked him for taking the time in his life to go to college to become a Doctor and to do all the things he did to help me. Not only do I have great Doctors, but I have the most amazing husband. He has never forgotten to thank every doctor I have had for helping me.  My son in law Nolan has the same GP doctor as me. When he went in for a appointment with him he to thanked the Dr for helping to diagnose me last time. He thanked him for helping to save my life.

I am so thankful for all the people in my life, My husband, My kids,kids in law, Grand kids, Sister, brother, nieces, nephews, and all my friends who have encouraged me, made me laugh and prayed for me. You all know who you are. The Lord bless you all

He taught everyone how to laugh

Dan's father passed away. Larry Brennan was truly a gentleman. He was such a wonderful father in law and a amazing Grandfather. He had kind words for everyone and he was also very funny. I remember one time after dark out in the yard. Larry asked our 3 year old son if he wanted to hunt for night crawlers. He was so excited they started walking around the yard looking at the ground.Then all the sudden Larry went down on the ground and started rolling around and acting like he was wrestling with something. It was a green garden hose. He convinced Michael it was a night crawler. Another time Michael was being teased by a neighbor kid and Larry told Michael to tell the kid to knock it off or else he would rip his lips off and feed them to the chickens. Michael could not remember all of that so he just opened the front door and yelled at the other kid RIP CHICKENS!!!. We would always laugh and say RIP CHICKENS.  On Larry's 50th birthday he wore a white jacket that you could write something to him on. Dan wrote real big on the back of it RIP CHICKENS.

 We will always miss him until we are reunited in heaven some day.

I said he had a great since of humor

I am back

I am not just back from Texas, but I feel like the me is back.

I got up today and went to the office meeting, ran Real Estate errands, moved my office across the hall from where it has been for many years, showed a couple of homes, moved my office some more and then wrote a offer for some new clients. When I got home tired from the day ( normal tired ) wow that just puts a smile on my face. It feels so good to be back I mean back at work and feeling like I am really there, not just able to do it a few hours but the whole day. When getting in and out of the car a few times does not make me feel week. I have plans tomorrow for another day just like it. I need to be at the office by 9 am, do a market analysis and go out and list a home at 11 am in Aumsville for some past clients. Get my pictures in, write my adds and turn in my paper work. Then finish moving my office across the hall. Even that is fun because it feels like a new beginning at my same office where I enjoy everyone there........ OH YES,  I AM BACK!!!!

I am not a wuss, I am not a wuss

I am not a wuss. I saw my Radiation Oncologist today and he declared I am not a wuss. I have been feeling like it is taking entirely to long to get over everything. That I had felt tired for so long and had not expected it. Was this abnormal. He was so sweet and said that when you look back over the past 24 months that the 16 Chemo treatments I had and the actual chemo drugs  it really had kicked my reserves in the hinny. Then you throw the 36 radiation treatments. When my reserves were not there. Well you get the picture. He thought I was doing amazing. I truly dont feel it. He said in about a month I would start feeling my reserves come back. That if I go all out for a couple of days then my body might say the 3 or 4 day( DONE). I have felt that so I know what he is talking about . I dont have the days of crying alot. The prednisone is down to a very low dose that is very tolerable. I take it until the 15 and then I am done with that. I see my regular Oncologist tomorrow and will be talking about lowering or getting off my blood pressure meds ( the Avastin caused my blood pressure to go up) It might be the cause for my light headedness and spots when I stand up to fast. YAHOOOOOOO I might be going off another med. I would like to only be on my little easy Thyroid pill again. I do see wellness in my future and I am feeling very positive about my future.
" My people perish for a lack of a vision"
I have a vision of great health, great times with my kids and grand kids, Gardening, camping and oh yes eating something I have never eaten before with my Big Sweet, we love to try new foods.

what to say

Hi everyone.
 I have not written for awhile, because I really did not know what to say. I have been down for the count for about 4 weeks. I really did not expect to be so sick after radiation so I was not emotionally prepared for it at all. I like it when they say you will be sick for a bout a week  or this is what is going to happen. I know that there are no guarantees in anything, just was not ready .
I was so fatigued that I stayed on the couch or my bed for about 2 1/2 weeks. Then I thought I was getting better and then bang back down again. As of the last 2-3 days I have had more energy, less cough and feel more like myself. Last Thursday they took me off the Tamoxifen and we will re visit that later next month. I had so much prednisone in my system that I could not tell if all I was feeling was the T or the P. All I know is it was to much for me. My heart was beating fast, felt light headed, week, I could go on and on , but I wont. Enough to say I felt bad. Prednisone makes me cry alot also so everyone had to put up with that to.  I see both of my Oncologists next week. One will be talking to me about my lungs, which I believe are so much better. He would call each week and say " you will feel so much better next week" :)   NEXT WEEK.
The other one will talk to me about the Tamoxifen. I will try it again, just not with the prednisone.
Well this is a boring entry to my blog. That is why I have not put anything in it for awhile. The next one will be more fun.

This is a picture of my Mom and Dad, My sister and my brother. I am the one in diapers on my Moms hip. ( Funny thought, I still had my own nipples then :) Who would have thought that this family would have gone through so much. My parents are what have made me how ever strong I am. My Dad even being blind could do ANYTHING. He is my hero

pneumonitis ?

I have had a light cough for about 4 weeks, this past week it turned into shortness of breath, extreme fatigue and coughing until I would almost wet my pants. Yes I said it wet my pants. I saw one of my doctors who prescribed me a cough syrup and ordered a chest xray.
The next day I was back in my radiation oncologists office and he said I have radiation Pneumonitis. This where the lining of your lungs get inflamed. Well my right one where they radiated a portion of it is really rebellion to the radiation.
I am now on a hefty dose of prednisone for a week milder for a week and 2 weeks to get off of it. I was feeling kinda normal for about 3 days.
He said I will be doing much better by next Friday and I can tell you I am counting on it. I forgot how the steroids make me cry for no reason. You say something nice, mean indifferent and I could just start crying. It is a little un-nerving considering that I dont know what is going to make the spring spring forth. Not always in the best conditions. So for a few days I will be staying home alot. Also I do not want to catch the bad cold that is going around. That is the last thing I need.
My sweet sister dropped by a Brighton spacer for my charm bracelet that says sisters with some bling on the sides of it. Oh yes I was a gusher, then later in the day 2 sweet ladies I work with left  me some flowers on my front porch. Vera and Cindy that was so kind of you and yes again the tears rolled.  You all make me feel so special and loved. Thank you for the strength that comes through  you to me. Bless you

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  Radiation pneumonitis is an inflammation of the lungs due to radiation therapy. This side effect of radiation therapy occurs in 5 to 15% of people who go through radiation therapy for lung cancer, but can also result from radiation to the chest for breast cancer, lymphomas, or other cancers.
  Radiation pneumonitis most commonly occurs between 1 and 6 months after completing radiation therapy. The risk of developing this complication depends on the dose of radiation used and the amount of tissue treated. It is more common if chemotherapy is given at the same time as radiation therapy, and is more likely to occur if you have other lung diseases, such as COPD. With treatment, most people recover from radiation pneumonitis without any lasting effects.
  Common symptoms include:
  
  • Shortness of breath that is usually more notable with exercise
  • Chest pain, especially that which worsens with breathing
  • Cough
  • Low-grade fever

feeling a little more normal :)

WOW, I am finally done and actually feeling like this could be the end of it all.
I had a hard time the beginning of the second week. I got a bit depressed and could not really pin point it. I got a letter in the mail the next day from the Dr's office explaining all that I was feeling. I should check the mail more often.
Yesterday I got a beautiful card from a friend that was probably one of the most encouraging cards I have ever gotten. Thank you so much Rose Mary. So unexpected and I just loved it.
I saw DR Tiffany on Friday and she talked me into moving forward with Tamoxifen. I was a bit sceptical since 99% of my tumor could care less if my body has estrogen in it and 1 % says that it does not like it. We went over the side effects and agreed if they got bad then I would just stop taking it.
Dan also encouraged me to at least try it. What is hard is that there is no tumor that we are looking at ( thank the LORD) to see how it reacts so we are just saying if anything is there it could help. (MAYBE)
The Doctor said as far as they now I have no cancer Yahoooooo. Now I just keep going back unless I feel like something is wrong.
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I hope that you are all having a great weekend and loving the sun that is out.
I will continue to post things going on in my life and that of my kids and friends and health updates as I have them. God bless you all for your prayers for me. They are what keeps a person going.
The Joy of the Lord is our strength