I am back

I am not just back from Texas, but I feel like the me is back.

I got up today and went to the office meeting, ran Real Estate errands, moved my office across the hall from where it has been for many years, showed a couple of homes, moved my office some more and then wrote a offer for some new clients. When I got home tired from the day ( normal tired ) wow that just puts a smile on my face. It feels so good to be back I mean back at work and feeling like I am really there, not just able to do it a few hours but the whole day. When getting in and out of the car a few times does not make me feel week. I have plans tomorrow for another day just like it. I need to be at the office by 9 am, do a market analysis and go out and list a home at 11 am in Aumsville for some past clients. Get my pictures in, write my adds and turn in my paper work. Then finish moving my office across the hall. Even that is fun because it feels like a new beginning at my same office where I enjoy everyone there........ OH YES,  I AM BACK!!!!

I am not a wuss, I am not a wuss

I am not a wuss. I saw my Radiation Oncologist today and he declared I am not a wuss. I have been feeling like it is taking entirely to long to get over everything. That I had felt tired for so long and had not expected it. Was this abnormal. He was so sweet and said that when you look back over the past 24 months that the 16 Chemo treatments I had and the actual chemo drugs  it really had kicked my reserves in the hinny. Then you throw the 36 radiation treatments. When my reserves were not there. Well you get the picture. He thought I was doing amazing. I truly dont feel it. He said in about a month I would start feeling my reserves come back. That if I go all out for a couple of days then my body might say the 3 or 4 day( DONE). I have felt that so I know what he is talking about . I dont have the days of crying alot. The prednisone is down to a very low dose that is very tolerable. I take it until the 15 and then I am done with that. I see my regular Oncologist tomorrow and will be talking about lowering or getting off my blood pressure meds ( the Avastin caused my blood pressure to go up) It might be the cause for my light headedness and spots when I stand up to fast. YAHOOOOOOO I might be going off another med. I would like to only be on my little easy Thyroid pill again. I do see wellness in my future and I am feeling very positive about my future.
" My people perish for a lack of a vision"
I have a vision of great health, great times with my kids and grand kids, Gardening, camping and oh yes eating something I have never eaten before with my Big Sweet, we love to try new foods.