I am not a wuss, I am not a wuss

I am not a wuss. I saw my Radiation Oncologist today and he declared I am not a wuss. I have been feeling like it is taking entirely to long to get over everything. That I had felt tired for so long and had not expected it. Was this abnormal. He was so sweet and said that when you look back over the past 24 months that the 16 Chemo treatments I had and the actual chemo drugs  it really had kicked my reserves in the hinny. Then you throw the 36 radiation treatments. When my reserves were not there. Well you get the picture. He thought I was doing amazing. I truly dont feel it. He said in about a month I would start feeling my reserves come back. That if I go all out for a couple of days then my body might say the 3 or 4 day( DONE). I have felt that so I know what he is talking about . I dont have the days of crying alot. The prednisone is down to a very low dose that is very tolerable. I take it until the 15 and then I am done with that. I see my regular Oncologist tomorrow and will be talking about lowering or getting off my blood pressure meds ( the Avastin caused my blood pressure to go up) It might be the cause for my light headedness and spots when I stand up to fast. YAHOOOOOOO I might be going off another med. I would like to only be on my little easy Thyroid pill again. I do see wellness in my future and I am feeling very positive about my future.
" My people perish for a lack of a vision"
I have a vision of great health, great times with my kids and grand kids, Gardening, camping and oh yes eating something I have never eaten before with my Big Sweet, we love to try new foods.