My comfort ring

I would have to say that if I have to much time by myself I can start to make mountains out of mole hills. I went to Bend this past Wed and had 2 entire days and nights by myself. You can think a lot of good thoughts when you have that much time.
But the old saying idol hands are the devils workshop. Well that is my mind. In the middle of my back on the right side I have had some pain for about 2 weeks now. not constant just now and then. I have been thinking IT IS PROBABLY CANCER IN MY LUNG. That is my mind. and then sometimes I could convince myself that I am sure it is. I could even take it so far as to think that we should not start doing the remodel on the Sunriver house at this time because I am going to need treatment again. My heart starts to race. I think about my family and what it will do to them........ Oh ya, I have a BIG imaginations

Then the voice of reason Dan comes in when he gets to Bend and says I have those same ache and pains all the time. It does not mean cancer. We are just getting older  . WHAT??????
that is so reasonable and sane.

The thing I have noticed about my self . When I am feeling a little scared or not myself I tend to put my Mom's mothers ring on. She gave it to me when she passed away. When I am waring it I feel closer to her. It usually means I need my Momma. Her birthday, mothers day, and when I want my Mom.
It is my comfort ring.