Starting treatment

I don't know how to explain how you can be so excited to start doing something when you are dreading it even more. It is such opposite feelings about the same event. Hard to make spence about it. But this is how I am feeling about it.
Dan and I are flying to Scottsdale on Tuesday. I have Dr appointments from 8-2 on Wednesday. Then  Thursday at 9 more testing . Then I will start my chemo pills then another blood test 3 hours later. I won't lose my hair, but it comes with all the other glorious side effects.  Headed home on Friday.

Please say a prayer for my  niece , she is having a double mastectomy on Friday. YES , she is BRCA1 positive also.
 I will post after we get home and let you know how it went. Going to Scottsdale every 3 weeks.